Dum Dee Dum... I am not a super hero neither am i spiderman. I am going to save the world... like as if you would believe. I am a maniac. I came from an outer space which is filled with water. I learn swimming at the age of zero.I wail like a cry baby. I crawl like spiderman, i fly like superman, i drive like batman. I live in wonderland. Rugrats is my friend, so is peter pan.
its the beginning of another new year. time passes so fast, one more sem and we'll all become working adults. when we're students, we always complain about school work stressing us out. let's take a step back and think, in what way will working life be any better? be it work politics, horrendous working hrs, clambering up the corporate ladder (perhaps even using others as yr stepping stone). NO, i dont think working life is anyth to look fwd to. however, it is also a symbol of financial independence :) tho it may not be much, it definitely feels gd to be able to stop asking yr parents for allowance.
as for family, i'm really at a loss. just had another heated argument with my mum. she complains that i do not go out with her, that i wld spend hrs hanging out w friends but not spare a thot for the family at all. but, has she asked herself, is there a reason why it is so? if our family cld communicate and go out tgt without any arguments along the way, look up to the sky, perhaps you'll see a blue moon. my parents can quarrel over whether to take cab or public trannsport home o__o so sometimes, bro and i and mum will go out tgt, 'abandoning' my dad cos he cant walk much. dont you think thats SAD. what are we children for, if all the pain gone thru to bring us up translates into nothing, not even company in his old age. are we filial children? i dare not say we are. nowadays, i often wake up to hear my mum nagging at me. really spoils the day, no matter how bright or sunny the weather may be outside. i wished i had a happy family, i wish i cld communicate better with my parents, i wished we cld go out tgt like other happy families and enjoy a simple meal tgt, is that too much to ask?
on a happier note, i'm going to taiwan this semester for exch! just received the dhl express: a big cardboard envelope which contains JUST the admission letter. no details of courses, exams, when we can register for courses and what nots. during times like this, i'm thankful, very thankful that i'm a singaporean. simply cant tolerate all these inefficiencies.
new yr resolutions? i wanna get a driving license! :D feeling more and more anti social these days, a year ago maybe, i wld have glady gone for oac night cycling, but now i'd rather sit at home and nua, instead of going out to meet these friends, and to spend the night out creating memories. oh wells, may this feeling pass soon.
been eons since i last came here. its always been a place for me to vent my frustrations. so you wont see me coming here unless i feel really very cooped up, but i'm glad that i've this avenue at least :) really makes me feel so much better after penning my thots down.
